i don't know what to blog about!

went Rebel last sat with xiaodingdang from cabal and xuetingJM!
wasted lots of money there so now super broke! sigh :( sad lor

and life been.. hmm...
i duno argh

have been webcam-ing with jw these few nights and gosh, webcam-ing is quite fun la :P budden my connection very laggy till everytime i move, can be seen in slow motion lor. sigh! sad

going to stay at sister's house from fri to mon! hahaha

i realise i never post the couple pillow keychain junhui laopo gave me :)
its now hanging at my phone :)


10 Nov, tuesday went out to Amoy Street for dinner. with Jun, Jon, Weirong and huiling! Thanks for the treat all!! :) was really very full after the meal! and we even had taohuey after that. rocher taohuey at around dhouby. nice nice yummy! had lots of fun n laughters as usual!














ytd didnt eat breakfast nor lunch so was very hungry! kiwi suggested meeting up for dinner and we decided on xin wang hongkong cafe at airport. kiwi let me wait for 1hr!!! if include the bus journey.. 2hr!! i was dam freaking hungry! RAWR!

had horfun! and yummy! with lots of green chili. yum yum :D







i look so tam jia (greedy) in this picture sia! omg.. n its my hobby! to take pics of food :D

bought 2 cookies. chocolate caramel and double chocolate from Candy Empire while waiting for cookie. $6, buy 1 get 1 free. played with his Iphone and gosh.. i dunno how to use Iphone!! argh :( kiwi keep laughing at me so i took his phone and went facebook, changed his status message! wakakaka!

*evil me*

:D

went to Pasta De Waraku with Meow (Milson) and Zhao to celebrate my birthday :)
Thank You both especially Meow :D thanks for the present and the dinner treat ^^

we had lots of food and gosh i was super full~!! n both the guys ate very little! i was the one finishing up everything so there wont be leftovers.. gosh!! but it was shiok la! thou not as nice already pasta waraku.. even the gratin is not as nice as how i've remember it.

Happy 20th Birthday to Shila! :)
sorry for the very late post :( cos laptop crash n all..


Held a mini celebration for Shila at cp :)

Yiting, Fred and I hid away at a corner away while the rest waited at usual place for Shila to come. She reached le then we walked up slowly to her and all of us started singing birthday song :D

I've got a present from my teacher
nono, she never teach me before, but she the chair person.
she called my dad regarding my poor attendance. telling him i need to retake 1yr more and she wants to see both my parents.
dad started calling everyone in the family.
so nw, as a additional present.

i'm grounded

and what is worst, everyone is not happy.

but the funny thing is?
my laptop send for service, 2 weeks.
friend had helped me to try borrow laptop from sch when i tried to borrow but no more at around 9am++, friend helped me go borrow at 8.10am, also no more laptop for loan.
a facilitator once said this to a student 'u got no laptop u come to class i also dunno how to grade u. u cant do research or anything and if u borrow ur friend's laptop, u hinder ur friend's progress'

so awesome. go also got teacher say, dont go will kena call parents.

mum talked to me just nw if i wanna quit and go for private. private is so expensive, our family can't support it. so i decided to continue going for it even if need to retake 1 more yr and not have anymore friends in school. afterall i've wasted close to 3yrs there.

science is never my thing. i've said clearly from the very start i rather study logistic in higher nitec den to go poly study something i dont like. but yea.. i had no choice.

Happy (not) Birthday to me..

oh yah.. i've expected weeks ago that this yr's birthday is ruin, all the mood n stuff. and i was right.

as requested by Jon!

i wan...

Laptop
Slimming Pills
Fat Burner Pills
Supplements (those can make 1 person don't feel hungry de)

and no! i dont wan Jon as a present! suggested by Jun. wrap in ricesack some more -.-

People rejects you, be it love life or the society

guys reject you cause your fat, they don't have the face to bring you out and show off you to their friends. they find you fat so they choose to stay with some slim or better figure girls even if the girls are not true towards them, so they can show to their friends.

society rejects you with examples like certain jobs, they only wan pleasant looking, well figure girls to be working for them. like models, how often do you see a plus size model in Singapore? you bought the public transport and sat down, people will choose to sit at other place first before out of no choice, they have to squeeze with you. when walking down the streets, people bang u and nudge u like your blocking the way just because your slightly larger then them.

It really is a sin to be fat, here in Singapore, where guys are all so superficial, wanna get a bf or husband? better slim down first before finding, if not you'll only get your heart broken again and again.

reading book: twilight, page 87