goodbye for now ♥ .
Triple Emo Day
Sunday, May 24, 2009 11:09 PM
sorry everyone for being emo the whole day. its not because i've got not enough sleep. but just that.. walking down the exact same roads without the familiar hand holding me, hugging me, talking to me, crapping to me just makes me sad. walking down the exact same roads we always use to walk so frequently. but now its a whole new experience and i'm not used to it. Bugis, Tanah Merah.. Buses, MRTs... all these just hurts me so much more. this is one of the Triple emo day. 2nd was.. i know i should not be feeling this way but i still did. the envy, the jealousy when i see couples around. doing what we used to do. i still remember how he always give me opinion on clothes and help me choose, i remember walking around, holding his hand n shop. i remember eating at bugis and always going to the dessert shop. i remember how he fed me food, how he is so gentle and caring. i'm sorry third was how lovers, or... people who love one another or have feelings for the other can keep in contact, can sms, call with one another, but i cant. i know i have to move on, but these thoughts just keep coming to me. I'm very tired, very sleepy, everytime i close my eye, pictures of us, pictures of our actions appear to me, it made me cry.. it made me wake up so that it wont hurt so much. i know i said i should not emo anymore, but i just couldn't stop it. i'm sorry everyone.. sorry do you still think of me?do you still miss me?do you still remember how we used to be?do you still miss those days we were together?do you walk down the same road now, wishing that i'm beside u like i always did? no use of me asking all these 'do you' cos i wont know the ans... u wont even be reading this.
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