goodbye for now ♥ .
@%$^%@^#@!
Saturday, June 6, 2009 1:29 PM
I HATE IT WHEN I'M STUCK AT HOMEI HATE IT MORE WHEN I'M STUCK AT HOME AND SOMEONE IS HOMEIT MAKES ME SUPER SUPER DUPER VULGAR AND BAD MOODAND NOW I AM FEELING MORE SUCKY WHEN MY IPOD, WHICH IS ON SHUFFLE MODE KEEP PLAYING LOVE SONGS. FK EVERYTHING! JUST WHEN I'M DESPERATELY TRYING TO GET AWAY FROM THE FAMILY, THEY TELL ME TONIGHT HAVE EARLY FATHER'S DAY DINNER JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE GOING OFF TO MALAYSIA NEXT WEEK. HOW FKING UNFAIR IS IT? WHY BOTHER TO CELEBRATE IT WHEN OUR FAMILY IS NOT EVEN CLOSE? WHY PUT UP SUCH ACTS? ITS SUPER DUPER GROSS CAN. WHY GIVE ME CURFEW WHEN ALL YOU ALL DO IS TO NAG N SCOLD N NAG ME WHEN I'M HOME? EVEN WHEN I HIDE MYSELF IN MY ROOM, U ALL JUS COME INTO THE ROOM WITHOUT KNOCKING AND START YOUR 'THEORIES' WHY CAN'T U ALL EVEN GIVE ME PEACE AT HOME? DO YOU ALL REALLY FKING THINK THAT YOUR THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO ARE STRESS AND HAVE EMOTIONS? JUST THATI DON'T SHOW IT LIKE ALL OF U DOESNT MEAN I HAVE NONE! YES I STILL TAKE UR MONEY FOR ALLOWANCE SO I'M A SLAVE FOR ALL OF U? SO U ALL BAD MOOD I BECOME THE 'ANGER BUCKET'? JUST BECAUSE AT WORK PPL ORDER U ALL AROUND, U ALL COME BACK N DO THE EXACT SAME THING TO ME? WHY ACT ALL HOLY SAINT WHEN ALL OF U ARE DOING THOSE BADASS STUFF? I WAS SO GOING CRAZY THAT I WANTED TO CLIMB DOWN MY 3RD STORY AND GO OUT BUT I KNOW I CAN'T. I ALMOST ALMOST STARTED THE SELF-ABUSE THING AGAIN JUST COS I'M OUT OF MY MIND. FK!!!! GOING CRAZY!
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